Memories.

Midagi teistsugust.


Is it sadness, what fills our hearts when we think back on times, when we were happy? Or is it joy or just nostalgia? When I remember the times when I was with the one I loved, some feeling fills me and I can not really describe it. It is something like a warm feeling but at the same time a little hurting or sad. It is like blood drips from your heart and makes you sad and happy and warm at the same time.
I sit in the dark, listening to calming piano music and just think back at the times. It was fun and joyful even if then it didn't feel quite as it does now. We tend not to understand and appreciate the moments while they are in progress because we are too caught up in them and we don't and can't just yet think back to them. It's only when they have passed, we can just sit down and remember them. Think back and see how special they were. How happy they make you.
Knowing that makes you feel warm and happy. But then again, knowing that these moments have passed and won't come back make you sad. You just are in your own world, your own memories. Happy that you have them. Sad that they have passed. Missing the people and places. Reminding yourself how much it all meant to you. It is everything. Happiness. Sadness. Joy and pain. Life. And it's magic.
Love.
Memories.
People.

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